All of us, at some point in our lives, have a turning point. When just exactly was it that I made a decision that put me on the course that has become my life? I haven't been able to pinpoint it, and if I did, would I do things differently if I could?
My life is not a bad one. I have had some really terrific experiences and I've met some extraordinary people. I guess if I could change something it would be in developing better skills at developing relationships. I've always held too much of myself back and suddenly I find myself without any of the deep personal relationships that I should have. It's a lonely time and I wonder if I'll ever find myself in a place where I can try again. As the old 8-ball game says, "the future is unclear."
